♥Dancing in the moonlight

Friday, September 29, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Today... Running my 2.4km but is training for mi. The timing i have is 12.90min. pengz... It is juz a pass only leh, no use... Passing is not enough, i need to get at least a 12min. Think gonna train more and more...

It is NAFA test for Ann, Yanni and Jo. And today Cat came and give support to them and also to take lots of photos while they doing NAFA. hehehe... She realli got my character like to take photos. hehehe....

Cat follow every station they go and take photo. hehehe... I went to the fitness corner near the stadium, to do 45degree sit up, pull up, sit and reach and push up. My hand totally weaken sia, no strength so weak...

They finished their 5 station and they are took photos, they are sit and listen to the brifing... And Cat and Mi sit behind,she reading her story book. And mi having my drink. After they prepare and they run. I run but if my own stopwatch in hand, overtake many of them but realli too tired le.

When i finished, Ann and Jo is alreadi out le. She give up half way and Yanni did not give up, and keep on running. SO i went over and encourage her to keep on running. And she made it, although fail but she try her best. Good Job...

After that, Jo went off first meeting her Gm.

Hmmm... We got nothing to go so take cab go to a coffee shop and eat. Everyone leg is so weak. pengz... Later sure clamp like hell de. We eat alot, everyone is full except Ann and Yanni they order another dishes.

Went to walk walk and buy things for research project.... Yanni bought her black pants and after that Ann and Yanni went off. And i sent Cat to the stop bus. Then i went home le. hmmm...

So tired and also to prepare for tml research le... hmmm...

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Finally the Theory test ended le... hmmm... Wahahaha.... But, quite emo on the ans that i wrote in the test. ALot of error and stupid mistake. At first dun feel stupid, but after the test think of it, it realli beri stupid. Haix...

Everyone walked out of their examination area, discussing... Ann, Hannah and Me discuss and we all ans it so funny. Pengz... GOtta be scolded by our lecturer le wor.

Sob sob...

Then went to amk to play pool. To relieve stress. Then slack at there, we all play... Hmmm... Manage to win some rounds, Argggghhhh.... So sian...

After that Charx come and find us, and she play pool with Ann... ANd i went down to play Time Crisis 4, and still lose, Haix... Sian...

After that go to SUMO House to eat... hehehe... Talking about her driving lesson and about Ann wanted to learn bike. hehehe...

Went home and take train... Charx went for her lesson at 8.50 then ann get down at khatib and i go home le....

Looking at the rabbit outside, see them eating... hehehe... so cute but the place is dirty. The owner did not take care of the environment... haix... poor thing....

Tomorrow having lecture all way, but have research rehearsal... haix... sian... going to chong for it...

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Another day passed... The memories of me and her had to be kept inside. I never reget not with her but i still treasure the time i with her. Think she would find someone suitable for you ba.

Now in the Computer Lab with xiao nu er, she is blogging too... hmmm... School is the best place to blog and surf net. hahahaha....

Yest my Lab assessment had finish, and today in the class doing practise for the upcoming assessment.

Haix.... So tired sia, like going to close my eyes le.

Presenting our presentation, today present the thingy abit weird dunno why. hmmm... Ann was beri tired like anytime can fell asleep. Think she sleep late yest le.

Yawnn... How am i going to study tml theory exam as now is so tired le wor. die die die... big problems le wor. Tml start the theory at 4pm. haix.... Gotta be fast le wor.

Think go home gotta sleep first then at night then study le. PEngz....

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......... sian sian.... Got to go study theory le. haix....

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Monday, September 25, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

This time and this day, I and Her had broken up... I made a decision and see there isnt much that i can do and she can do.

She is giving up, and not doing anything. She doesnt even try to do anything and simply just wanna give up. What can i hold on, my "Hope" that i hold for so long.

We talked it out, and see how we view about it. She feel caring too much make her irriated but her attitude toward me made mi irriated too.. haix...

What the use of holding things long, and wanted to see miracle happen. Like what my friend Eric said:" Fate is in our hand, how you want it to be you have to make it happen."

Arrggghhhh....

But i feel it might be a relieve for me, during the few weeks my brothers and my KKL family had been trying their best to help me and give mi the advices that i need. They accompany me, and tell mi their thinking. And now all the problems had been solved...

I will not look negatively as i heard from Eric, letting go is another type of love. This way might be better for her and me ba.

Eric: Might be there are other trees that are always with mi but i nv notice. I think i will found the right ones to be with. thanx bro...

*Breathing in and out*

A new chapter a new life.

And my life will still be colourful

and it will be more bright than ever :)

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Saturday, September 23, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

During the presentation

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Under the lights, listening to presentation

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Feeling that her husband is cheating her and wanna die

Changing up of Irsyad

The members presenting

Evaluation

The neighbour

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

The Neighbour came to see her

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Amber doing her presentation

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

The role play

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Irsyad role playing a women. So nice...

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Friday, September 22, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

"Don't care me so much, leave me alone"

When this is said by her, i feel so down....

Arggghhhhhhhhhh.........

My mind is blank and i feel i am like an idiot. Doing so much things and what i have in the end... Nothing...

Just a few words, and that its...

What say do i have? Nothing... What can i do? nothing...

The line of my limitation had broken, my patient had fallen... I am weak and could not done much, my hope is gone and the light is dimming.

This things is getting hopeless, i have to wake up from the dream I now in.

Memories is something that keep the r.s moving, it make you have the motivation to carry on. But if only one side that is carry on, then another side is not willing to go on. Would it still give you the motivation to carry on moving...

Love is just like a pair of hand, it needs two to make things happen. But if only one hand is willingly to put in effort and another hand refuse to do things. Many things will eventually not able to be done.

As this time...

Would you want to move on with life? Or still remain stationary at one place by your memories?

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Thursday, September 21, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

What is Trust?

I feel Trust is something that is important in the relationship. I wanted to gain the trust that i gave you but in the end, there is so much mistrust that have in our relationship.

Why must everything happen together. The mind is full of all the troubled and finally everything had to be say out. Why cant everything be said earlier and we can handle it as fast as possible. What really did i have in the end, am i loving someone that nv love me.

I realli dunno what can i do now, what is right and wrong. I am giving my best to my relationship, might be i still not done the best that you want.

I wish you gave me the trust. I wanna say i love you only. No other galz, i never love other girl and the person in my mind always is only you. I never break my moto.

"Loving someone is to see the person happy and not sad"

I am waiting for light to show me the right way and led me to the right road.

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Thing isnt getting better, all the things had been thrown out. All the things that kept inside the heart had been said.

Do I feel relieved? I dunno...

The person that is hurt is it only me. Is it the one that put in the most will get nothing in the end.

Why must love be so selfish?
Why cant they be more understanding?

Friends and YOU are important to mi in life. They are my motivation in life, if there is not friends and YOU my life is lifeless. I treasure every moment that we spent time together.

I truely love you only.
I want to give you my best of everything i had.
I want to share my happiness with you.

What do i got in the end.
Mistrust...

I have my feeling too... And i am hurt in the end...

Why cant you give mi the trust that i gave you... The words you said is like needle piercing into my heart. Does it mean 1yr plus is nothing to you at all.

I started not to understand what is going on, what to do? Everything is getting confused.

Sob Sob...

Let it be... Wound cannot be heal...

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Monday, September 18, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

So sian... Waiting for the technician for my computer to come at 7pm. So came home early once after school and reached home around 3.35pm.

Boredddd....

Came home early but nothing to do. Pengz... Haix... I surf net, prepare for the format of my computer so have to back up all the data that is a very troublesome thingy. hmmm...

Later the technician need to format my com and change to Window XP and change ta USB to 2.0. Hmmm... So will become faster.

Let see what i got this week...

Tuesday: Not sure...
Wednesday: Preparing for the Research
Thursday: Go for re-test for NAFA
Friday: School till 6pm, no place to go...
Saturday: With Darx Darx

Packed with all the presentation, next week i got 2 presentation. Sian... And also have to take my NAFA, dunno will pass anot leh. I must pass, just pass also can. I can make it de.

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Dancing in the moonlight;

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Yesterday is a day of manjong with my poly friends, they came to my house to play manjong around 3pm. But Yanni came to play awhile then Catherine took over her place, as Yanni going to chalet. Hmmmm... Wonder whether would she be able to wake up for later 9am lesson.

We play from 4 plus to 8.15, and we play only 1 set of it. We played so long and Ann is the longest banker for the game. Hehehe... This mean Ann win alot of time, hahaha... Carry on wor...

In the end of the game, i won ard $10 and Ann won $4. Hehehe... Nor matter wat it is just a game, important is the fun of it. hehehe....

After the game, went to find my parent as they wanted to buy DVD Burner and also USB 2.0 port. Hmmm... Like that spent around $100 plus le, computer thingy is alway kidda expensive but it is long term de. :)

Went over to Blk 925 coffee shop, eat with Cat, Hannah and Ann. And Victor and one his colleage came too. Four of us ate western food, it is nice. And Victor and his friend drink drinks only. Ann is having flu and keep sneezing. Hmmm.. Gotta take good care of yourselve wor.

Victor drove car and sent Ann home. Then i walked back home, bathe and called Darx and told her about the G6PD. Dunno why she wanna know but she asked so i told her about it.

Darx told me she went to sleep and around 11pm, she called me as she is unable to sleep. So talk to her. She told me about how she feel, i was shocked about the thingy she told me. But i still listen to it, to know what exactly is going on.

Around 12 plus, we put down the phone as she is going to sleep. I was really confused as i realli do not know what is happening, and she told me that i did not take care of her feeling.

Argghhhh.... Haix....

I am trying my best to make you feel comfortable, wanted to talk and comfort you. I did not want you to be left out, I want you to get into the group. But the reply really make mi not knowing how to react at all.

Sob Sob.....

Is the trust that we once have are fading.

This road started to get misty.

How shall i walk the path,

Not knowing which is the right to pass.

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Saturday, September 16, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Woke up around 9 plus as Darx called me and also my my nose block unable to sleep too... Argghh...

Yesterday, meet with Darx then go walk walk. After that go to mrt station meet shiying then go find Rena and Hui Xian. We went to Wisma the startbuck and slack. After that Eric, Jasper, Dale, He Sheng come along. Follow by Sheena then Kelly and Norman. Then everyone go up to eat.

It is quite late le, later eating sent Darx home and Shiying went home too... After that reach home around 12, then bathe tok to Darx and go sleep le.

Later going to Jurong to meet Darx, Darx is always sleepy. Hmmm... Think she gotta become panda le wor. hehe... After that go to City Hall there walk walk first then meet shiying then Eric they all.

Intend to playing bowling @ MS, but wonder got place for us to play anot... hmmm... I shall see later how.

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Dancing in the moonlight;

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Everyone coming to kelly birthday and include Dale who is taking photos.

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Darx and Shiying looking at Dale Hp

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Me and Darx Darx taking photos at Starbuck

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: The Bday present, Dale make changes to it...

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Friday: Kelly, the bday Gal

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Friday: Waiting for kelly bday

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Xiao Nu Er And Papa Max

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Friday: Hannah role play

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Friday: And not forget nicole, the conclusion of the whole presentation

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Friday: The second group members presenting their own work

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Friday: The presentaton start

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Jessica telling us her real life experience, everyone is listening

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: The Second Group presenting Research Project

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Friday: Preparing for the refreshment

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Friday, September 15, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Coming for the first lesson today and hannah is with me. We are the only one that came together. hmmm... Think Ann and Yanni and Jo should be overslept le.

Today gotta cooling, good to sleep. Hmmmm... Feel like going back to sleep again. So now at E-learning plaze slacking and updating blog. And Ann, Yanni and Hannah are in front of me. Jo sitting right behind doing her own things.

Later gotta celebrate Kelly Birthday. Happy 20th birthday to you kelly.. hehehe... we bought something for you wish you would use it carefully. Later gotta meet Darx at YCK @ 6.30 and see whether able to meet Eric on the way. Coz he meet He Sheng @ 7pm.

Got to go for lesson. Cya....

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

So fast, today is wednesday... Argghh... Time kidda pass fast.

Yesterday
Went out with Darx, meet wit her at Lot 1 and after that went to Jurong to meet Eric and Shiying. I bought a long-sleeve shirt from LP Zone. Dunno whether is it nice, but darx feel nice so i bought it...

Taking alot of Neoprint, the Darx is beri enjoy with neoprint. hahaha... adicited le wor... Hmmm.. Must control my bao bei le. If not, later become crazy le.. hehehe...

After that go buy drinks, talk awhile then send my darx to her mrt station. Then Eric, Shiying and Me went back to yishun le.

Today
Gotta fun during the Clinical Lab, many of our classmate is carried in the sketcher and carry around at the Lab corridor. hahaha... So funny... Scared and nervous... Hehehe...

After the Lab, went to Bugis. Ann wanted to buy her clothing. I went to find Eric who is working at the cinema popcorn there. Hehehe... Went down and went over to Bugis street to shop around...

Ann bought some clothing and about 7 plus. Hannah and Me have to go le. Hannah meeting her friends and me gotta go back home le.

Reached home around 8.30. Then rest awhile then bathe and took my dinner le. And after tat, slack at home... And tok to Darx. hehehe... About 11 plus gotta sleep le wor. Zzzzzzzzzzz

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

damn and computer... So slow like hell, even Ann compueter is faster than mine sia. Pengz...

Now inside the E-lEarning plaze using computer, as Yanni, Sarita and Gia in the lab so we came too.. Also can blog too. If not like our blog stuck there never update le.. hahaha...

Today morning woke up and get my ass out of the bed and walk fast to school...

About 7.32 get out sia, i will be late anytime. And luckily when i reached class i am not late at all.. Hahaha... And there are people later than me.

Open the door, most of them is inside le. My xiao nu all is inside le, hmmm.. They are really early sia.. Hahaha... Jessicia teaching about the ICP line... And some use computer, some slack and some talk to Jessica. Fast enough the lesson ended...

Arggghhh... Stomach is grinding... Hahaha... SO went to North Canteen with Jasmine they all, walk and talk... Reach North Canteen, went to have our breakfast and Sarita join us too.. hehehe... More the merry.

After finish eating, went up to e-plaze le... And slack awhile.

Later having meeting, after meeting going to meet Darx going bugis. After that, need to meet Eric and SHiying at Jurong... Ooooo... Busy and Busy...

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Dancing in the moonlight;

Monday, September 11, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Most of them bought thingy and only weiming and mi is empty handed

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Sunday: The bag that he bought at Bugis Street

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Terence the white shirt guy... hahaha...

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Dancing in the moonlight;

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Sunday: Pictures took at BK

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Dancing in the moonlight;

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Sunday: Eating at BK and Talk

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Dancing in the moonlight;

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Sunday: Road beside the Bugis Street

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Sunday: Outside Cheers buying thingy

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Dancing in the moonlight;

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Something go bad with my friends, love really can change alot of things. Do in so much effort
but in the end get nothing. Haix... Is this really what we called love.

Might be love is something that you cannot expect something in return. It doesnt mean how much you put and you will get something better. I hope my friend will become better by days. Haix...

Meet with WeiMing, Dale, He Sheng and Terence at Yishun, but in the end we meet at Timezone while I am playing games. Then we went to take our so called "Lunch"

After that we went to bugis. We intended to go to Orchard to meet Jasper, but he got something on so we go Bugis instead. Then we went to walk around, then go buy bubble tea then see what to buy. Then Jasper meet us there with his food.

Then we went to shop around, then went to find Eric at the top level working... Hehe... Find him and talk to him, and then we left. Jasper stay there and talk with the people there..

Went to walk around and go to Bugis Street. Dale and He Sheng bought thingy and the rest walk around and follow. Then went to BK to eat our dinner. Arrrr.... Quite fast to eat again. hehehe....

Eat and jokes as usual, alot of lame jokes. And also Story from Dale from his army. Hmmm... Really scary sia... Gotta feel scare le wor... hmmm...

After that, Terence went to to buy his bag and in the end he chose a leather bag which is big and can carry alot of thingy. Then we went to take train home. hehehe... SO good...

Dale, Weiming and He Sheng decided to take Cab home, coz too tired le and long. Then in the end, terence and me take train home. Listen to mp3 and send pics to terence. Then quite fast it reach Yishun le wor...

Went home, rest awhile and talk to darx darx... Then do my research, then rest awhile le... Haix...

Tomorrow gotta go back to yishun le wor... haix... sianx.........

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: J. E. S. S

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Friday: Listening to the lesson and Fun too

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Picture taking of the small group of us

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Teaching And Practising

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: JESS = Jessica

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: The presentation by group 1, and the small gift they gave

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Friday: Waiting for the Marking Criteria, Hannah went down to print

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Friday, September 08, 2006

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Here i am in the e-learning plaze... This morning i woke up 8am, and only really get up at 8.10am coz still the same, stick on the bed... hahaha... Woke up, do daily ADL and then go to school le.

Today when i board the train, the train is empty when it arrive. So today, I manage to get a seat. hahaha... Sitting on the bed, think i am going to be late as the time is about 8.50 when i reach YCK. THen i quicken my steps, and manage to get to the class about 8.58.

When i get into the lecturer hall, quite alot of seat is not occupy. hmmm... Then lesson start and it is for another lesson. Damn it, i bring the wrong book again. Today only got Yanni and Me attending the lesson. The lecturer telling us her stories which is funny and realli unpredicted. hahaha... So funny, older time is like so fun.

After lesson, went to north canteen and have breakfast with Yanni. Both of us are unable to finish all, coz realli too much le. hmmm... but more is better than less.. After that went to E-plaze, i went to upload the pics and Yanni updating her blog... Took about 20 min to upload all the photos. Then lesson getting near, we went to the lesson...

Up to the Tutorial, most of them is inside le. So sit down, and discuss about the scenrio. Then beri sian, the lecturer talk alot... haix... Sian... After clazz she wanted the marking criteria, and want us to do give it to her stats.

And hannah went down to print, then we waited outside for her and talk talk... Everyone sat on the floor, very very slowly coz still feeling cramp. hahaha... Mi also, but still not realli that cramp.

Now feeling the cramp but i will recover beri fast de.. hehehe...

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Dancing in the moonlight;

♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Thursday: Yanni took off the helmet, playing enough le.

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Thursday: I cannot see Yanni face leh... hmmm...

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Thursday: MAx world is shaken by Yanni

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♥ Love today Love tomorrow

Thursday: After NAFA, time to cool down

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